ANYHOW....things are pretty good. Keven is still in "Reception" at Wasco prison which means no phone calls - very hard on both of us, but we right a lot.
My life is going to change a lot going back to work full-time, there's a big difference between working 15 hours a week vs. 40! It will be changes for GOOD! I admit I will miss all the free time, but if I'm honest with myself, I didn't use it productively and basically isolated myself most of the time. Now I will be around people, using my skills, and...........making money!
Anthony's memorial turned out to be very special, but we didn't get the huge turnout we expected. I understand, a lot of people were avoiding potential drama (since many of his friends didn't like each other, etc.) His very truest friends were there and that's what matters. We wrote notes and tied them to balloons and let them fly off into the sky at the end. We all stood there till those balloons disappeared completely from our site. It gave a lot of us the closure we needed.
"We love you, Anthony!"